Am So Stress Today

today had history, physics and english common test...so yeah, history no hope already...never do second question...then physics...mr heng marked the paper in front of me, and I really thought that I fail but I dont know what mr heng say, my friends say that I got A1...but dont believe it lah...then english..blahblahblah
after school went odac..sadiq was there to watch me play psp and then he lost a match...say that I lousy lah and then he lost...haha...then odac start...coach cant make it...hope she gets well soon!!
yeah, odac started, they were moving so slow...butI was proud of them for being able to withstand such torture, I would say...and to the people who really dont understand why I didnt do with you guys is because, I want you guys to be better than me..thats why I didnt do pt....why cant you come up to me and talk abt it? instead you talk behind my back.....dont you have the guts to talk face to face?dont just jump to conclusions lah ok?oh and ms shaheedah was orgh!!!!so unreasonable...punish the seniors for nothing...why not just punish me? I was laughing what, which I didnt....and does she even know the definition of laughing? it is when a person opens his mouth and makes a "haha" sound...thats a laughter...and what I was doing was silent laughing...and she says that "do you guys hear some laughter just now? you guys should know who?" for your info I didnt make sound..nikkie beside me did not hear anything..nasrul didnt hear anything..and they are right beside me...suck lah...does she even know why I laughed?? I was laughin at jia hui as she did the breathing wrongly and in a weird way..I wanted to point out but it was too funny...and then nadiah opened her eyes and saw me silent laughin and scold me...definition of laughing????hello???then seniors had to do push ups....for nothing...why not just me???!and then jogged then go home....
got home I was super stressed...then chatted with my best junior, nikkie...I was on the verge of giving up but she motivated me...and she really cheered me up...she said something and I was really touched by it....seriously...tears rolled down my cheeks...the feeling is like being trapped in a jungle and after like half a year you are rescued...thats the feeling...she understands me...not as much as nas lah, I think
wow...I am really stressed siah...hey nikkie, you really made my day!!
now dont wanna talk abt it....now sad pulak... guys try to be me and see how I live my life if you really have a problem with the way I do stuff...and nadiah I am very sorry
and guys I am not trying to be bossy, this role can be bossy if yyou make it like that...you guys arte really seeing me as the bad guy of the club....dont know why...