well the title has got to do with something that happened today...
went school, per normal...nothing special...but one things' for sure, today's lessons were all fun..ss was humourous..we fought about the camp thingy..mt was fun...did senetnce assembly, which was fun when you know gow...bio was awesome...ms ruth told jokes and riddles to make the lesson fun..lastly maths...great!!for the first time I actually enjoyed maths...had a test..quite easy..now I know why I must pay attention!!!
then went prayers...
then odac...I knew there was gonna be bouldering...I dont know why..its just that feeling that I had to follow...and it did happen..so bouldererd...coach gave on sight routes for us...fun...haris came..looked healthy...bouldered...the first route the normal people finished the routes...left me so its ok...then coach talked to all of us about arc all that...then I tried the arc and it worked!!!then the next move...SNAP!!!something popped or snapped on my right knee...words just cant describe the pain...I felt it popped, I heard the pop...it was quite loud...I just fell off the wall in pain...and haris wasnted to carry my legs when its obviously injured...haha...that was comical..they carried me with a matress to the roof area...where coach asked me to rest...the medics iced the area...I checked on it and oh snap, it was swollen...thanks syazwan and saidah or saibah...sorry couldnt remember...you guys did great for starters...coahc asked me to stand and orgh the pressure on my kneecap was so strong that I just wanted to punch the affected area...so rested...couldnt climb...then after awhile, I tried to walk and I can stand the pain...so ok lah..then packed up...coach talked to us...touching moments...I hope that everyone was paying attention...then its ms shaheedah's turn to speak...she talked about how she felt left out in the club when no one appreciates her hard work which cant be seen instantly but it takes time...Thank you Ms shaheeda for everything youve done for the club...and sorry for everything we did...touching moments...felt bad for everything I did towards her...now I know how to appreciate someone's good deed...then coahc talked again, still touching moments...actua+
lly after ms shaheeda touched about her granmother topic, I was so affected that tears started to roll down my cheeks...for those who think I'm weak, its normal for people to cry even for boys....and you will know how it feels like when youre very close to your loved ones..talking about grandparents here..and when they passed away and you werent there,and when they had previously wanted something from you and you didnt take it seriously , you will also cry, feel bad...you just wish that youhad fufill their wishes before they leave...forever...trust me, it really hurts..if you dont, then you dont love and appreciate them...
I really hope that odac will be one big happy family again, no more egoistical people in the club, everyone works together as one and we have to understnad that everyone is differnet,comes from a different family background...think about it......so it is and will be the last lap...cause we are all in this race together, we are all in this together..we are all aiming for the same thing, so why cant we work together?love each other as people?why cant we be care for each other,physically,mentally,psychologically,emotionally,socially?no back-talk-stuff ok?so guys can we?we cant just give up right now ok?thank you coach!!!so I hope for a change...thats all I ask...a change
after that we reflected...thank you haris...
then bubbletea...hah...fun.....then went home
to those who are concern, especially those who think that I suck...tell you what:
I am very sorry for the times that I insulted,humiliated,gossiped about,made you pissed off and had neglected...I really am sorry...I just want to apologise for this...I just cant fit words that can fit...I am very sorry to everyone who knows me...
this is to; danial,haris h,haris m,luqman,sadiq,haiqal,nasuha,haziq y,haziq h,azli,fadullah,shikin,daniel r,nikkie,
jia hui,joash,nasrul,nadiah,valerie,ryan,sherlin,naf,my juniors,jie rui,ms shaheeda,ms nuraini,ms wee,coach philip,coach kelly...to everyone I know...I am very sorry for all the things Ive done...
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